Hello, Again!

Been a long time coming, but I'm back.
There is no premiss to this blog other than just following me in my life.
However, it is not starting on a particularly good light. I'm in the process of going though a break up. Its  been so much harder than the others, for no real reason except that I feel that it could have been prevented.
I don't want to lose this person out of my life, but at the moment its really hard as the wound is so fresh.
I think the most scary thing is is that I am no longer sure of the future.
In fact, I have no clue about whats going to happen tomorrow, let alone in the next ten years, and its scares me. Although, I find it immensely liberating. Its so different to how I have ever thought before and I want to embrace it.
I guess this is what this blog is going to be about. Me living my life in the moment. The only things that I have planned to do this year is to take every day as it comes and do what I want to do.
I have been looking at going to an open night with my Uni friends to a gymnasium because it was actually fun, and I would like to learn to do a flip without breaking my nose!
I also want to do Pilates and maybe some other classes.
I'm going to stop being so scared of what happens and just do it anyway. Deal with the consequences if/when they arise.
(I would just like to point out though, that being my last year of Uni, I am going to have a load of work to do so sometimes that might have to become a priority!)
Even though these radical changes have been inspired by the person that I love the most, I am implementing them for myself, not for them.
Sort myself out, sort my life out!
Its time to live for myself.